
As
a child I had two jokes from Mad Magazine on my wall that both confused
and entertained me: "All that glitters is not gold, said the camel urinating
in the moonlight" and "Rome wasn't built in a day, it just looks that way."
They are both visual puns that question the literal.
As
a child I was fascinated with classical history painting first encountered
at the Huntington Library in Southern California. I spent days in the manuscript
collection with its Gutenberg Bible and Book of Hours. I was
curious about the Madonna and her nude baby and perplexed by the audacity
of Mrs. Siddons posing as the muse. My father took me on painting excursions
and introduced me to the American regionalists Reginald Marsh, Grant Wood
and Thomas Hart Benton whose narratives were more useful to me. Though I
was embarrassed by their authenticity and bare-faced sincerity as a child,
I now strive for those elements in my painting. At my opening at P.S. 1
in 1978 Joyce Kozloff commented, "god, Lulu, your work is so American."
In
1962, my second year at La Verne College, I bought a motor scooter to commute
to Scripps College for Life Drawing classes. The Dean of Women and the Faculty
reprimanded me with complaints that the nude drawings on my dorm walls were
indecent and that I was contaminating La Verne with liberal politics. This
incident sealed my fate as an artist..
In
1965 I moved to the San Francisco Bay Area and found a creatively eclectic
environment at California College of Arts and Crafts. Outsider art, narrative
painting and underground comics were taken seriously and reinforced my early
direction as did Peter Saul and H.C. Westerman. Rebelling against the remnants
of the AE movement, my friends and I hid out in the Oakland Cemetery and
invented intricate narratives we called 'Bad Art'. Through distortion I
found I could describe the flavor and personality of my subjects, not merely
their physical identities. The clincher was the discovery that I could combine
'real' space along with characature to create edgy juxtapositions. During
art school I worked in the Rare Book Room at UC, Berkeley where I spent
lunch hours in the vault pouring over illuminated manuscripts, incunabulae,
Chinese erotica and the private journals of Robert Duncan.
As
an art student I wanted to make paintings people would gag and cry in front
of until I witnessed two people doubled-up laughing in front of my work.
I called myself a 'junior high realist' after a woman approached me at an
opening. "These are not funny paintings, they remind me of junior high when
I was miserable," she said as she dropped her wineglass at my feet and ran
from the gallery. I discovered that humor was a tool that allowed me to
speak on parallel planes.
Through
involvement in the emerging Women's Artist movement my paintings explored
modern-day romance, gender issues and sexual politics in the art world.
In 1981 I developed a character who inhabits my paintings as the 'Archetypal
Artist', my alter ego. She is the equivalent to Alfred Jarry's Pere Ubu
and the narrator in paintings focusing on the artist's predicament. Wearing
red and white striped shirt and green Capri pants, she has metamorphosed
into Athena, wounded Chiron, played to Pygmalion, and accompanied the Three
Fates. In a recent painting, called The Anatomy Lesson, she teaches
anatomy while dancing with a flayed 'speci-man' as a skeleton approaches
to cut-in.